Chapter 474:
In truth, I had thought about these things, but I always believed it was still early. There were still two years before Lucky would be going to kindergarten. But time passed quickly, and that day would inevitably come. I really had no solution to this problem.
“But of course, you have to consider your own happiness as well. Bella, I’ve been in love with you for a very long time. My feelings for you are genuine. I can determine my own feelings, and I’m ready to take on the responsibilities that come with them. I just want you to give me a chance!”
Klein looked at me with sincere eyes. At that moment, I had to admit that his words had a significant impact on my mind, especially when it came to my own dilemma. If it were just about me, I could follow my heart. But when I thought about my child, I couldn’t help but frown. I came from a single-parent family, and I knew all too well the pain of growing up in such a situation. However, I still didn’t want to force myself into something I wasn’t ready for. What’s more, Klein deserved someone better. In front of him, I felt inferior.
In the next moment, I decisively interrupted him.
“Klein, don’t ever bring this up to me again. We’re just friends. It’s impossible for us to fall in love with each other. If you’re willing, you can be Lucky’s godfather! But I’m late, so I won’t talk to you anymore. Goodbye.”
After that, I got out of the car and walked quickly toward the building in front of me.
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I was late again today.
I felt a bit distracted as I sat at my desk. Klein had disturbed my usual calm self. When it came to feelings, I knew well that I only felt gratitude and appreciation toward Klein. I didn’t have any romantic feelings for him, but the concerns he mentioned about the problems I would face in the future were things I couldn’t ignore.
After struggling with my thoughts for a while, I still couldn’t come to a clear conclusion. In the end, I decided to stop overthinking. I definitely couldn’t accept Klein’s offer because I didn’t want to repay his kindness with my emotions. Instead, I decided to focus on what I needed to do right now—making a living for myself. In the future, I hoped to earn enough to buy a real home for Lucky and me.
In the next few days, Klein went out very early and came home very late, which made me feel a bit more at ease. At least I didn’t have to face him.
That evening, Klein came to visit and brought a new doll for Lucky. He held her in his arms while she clutched the doll, both of them looking so happy. Lucky liked him a lot, and from time to time, her little chubby hand would reach up to touch his face. Seeing this scene, I felt a little moved. Klein’s role as a father had given Lucky all the love she needed.
After playing for a while, Lucky began to look tired. Jane stepped forward and smiled, saying, “Mr. Wharton, Lucky is sleepy. Should I take her to bed?”
“Alright,” Klein replied.
He kissed Lucky’s chubby little face and handed her to Jane. Lucky held the doll in her arms as Jane carried her into the bedroom. I pursed my lips into a smile and said, “Lucky is still a kid. The doll you bought is too expensive. Just buy her a cheaper one to play with.”
Klein had bought a very expensive toy, and I estimated the doll probably cost a hundred dollars.
